Earlier this week I got to meditate with a sweet beach dwelling yarrow. I had visions of her filling the cracks in my energetic field with her flowers. She protectively placed her flowers and some black obsidian over my third eye and clearly pointed out the boundaries that exist between self and other. I asked her 3 different times if I could take some of her leaves with me to carry in my medicine pouch and every time she easily, directly said No.
This has been one of the biggest struggles in my life - knowing what is mine and what is others, being able to really feel my autonomous self, feeling grounded, safe, and solid in my body... I am truly grateful for the gifts that come with being so open and permeable, but I know that it’s time to really do this work.
thank you yarrow 🙏